Gee.

My room smells like weed now. and it’s all because of the stupid freshers downstairs smoking their asses off. fuckers.

Running through that open door;

Woah, it’s already the 9th week of this semester, and coming 10th. I can’t believe that it’s already this far into the semester. Freaky.

It’s been the same all the time. Rushing for new tutorials, doing essays, doing readings upon readings and upon readings. I’ve got 90 pages of dense EU text to clear for my next and law seminar. Wish me luck! Don’t know how I’m gonna get through that, but YES, I will prevail somehow

You know, I think this semester has been a crazy one. I’ve oscillated between being extremely annoyed, to being tired, and hyper during lectures, and disgusted at the mountains of work I’ve got to do. What a repertoire of emotions I must say! Gee.

And my neighbours are all freaking noisy party animals. Seriously, how on earth do they pass their exams. They never study. Poo.

Gonna escape from an empty house tomorrow, and would be hiding out in Jiar Li’s place. Don’t quite wanna be in the flat without Sue and Ivor. So yes, my second home’s Jiar Li’s and Smin’s place. And gonna study study study tmr, like intensely study till I feel like puking sort. And hopefully I’d dent the amount of work I have to do for EU

Fucked up la, so many pages

I feel like chilling out at the prata shop with Sky and Anru, and have a cold drink and a yummy egg prata. Like nao. And sitting at Happy Daze with my sister and talking to Monica and Anne. And going to Bengawan Solo with my aunt and having a yummy piece of kueh kueh. I wanna talk crap with my dad whilst watching Tom and Jerry/Tennis/Random BBC Hourly Updates. I miss home

I’m so touched!

Smin called me down, and I thought it was coz something happened or smthg. and so I rushed down to the gate

And when i went out, she greeted me with a huge grin and presented me with two lovely lovely flowers.

I love you dear! Thanks for the flowers! (:

Framed.

Hmm the rose is started to wilt, sad ):

fuck lah.

i know you want to have a party on  friday night. BUT NOT TILL FUCKING 6 AM. idiots. I hope your stupid trance music and YOU ALL die a horrible death.

Strong winds, and crazy leaves.

Been assaulted by freak gales these few days, with dried leaves whipping in the air around whilst being buffeted up by the psychotic winds that plagues hilly Sheffield.

School’s fine, I’m alive. But, uh, I can’t believe two months has passed.

Random tense moments, irritating individuals, and excessive early noise. Poo poo.

And the sudden impulse to go out.

Which I am, tmr. After class. Hitting town with the girls tmr, can’t wait. I want to buy underwear. Nice pretty and cute underwear with (hopefully) ladybirds on it that I can wear and squeal.
I love ladybirds. I’ve got ladybird stickers, ladybird clips, a ladybird coaster, and ladybird socks. I want a ladybird soft toy, and a ladybird purse. love love them. a lot. haha. gee. i should smack myself when I rant about ladybirds. okay.
I should sleep, early morning lectures later on. Goodnight world!

Autumn and Cookies;

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

KNS, 6 pounds return air tickets from Liverpool to Florence, and the only time I can go is in Week 11, and for 3 days two nights. Which means I can only spend 1 full day and 1/2 day in Florence.

But practicality is rearing its ugly head and telling me that I have an EU essay due on the 18th of Dec, and I SHOULDN’T GOOOOO. shitttteeee

I wanna goooo.

-watches cheap air tickets fly away-

DAAAMN.

November 12th, 2008.

Yesterday marked the 2nd year my paternal grandmother passed away. Was thinking about her, and the past, and realized that those were good memories. Although laced with a few bitter events, and the last sad goodbye, it was still good. I miss my grandmother a lot.

When I came to the UK, I was really afraid that something would happen to the ones I love and cherish the most,  and especially with my dad and my maternal grandmother, who are constantly on my minds. I’m always afraid that I won’t have the chance to say goodbye.

As cliche as it can get, always show your appreciation for someone before it’s too late. We can all do with more love, can’t we? (:

On a random note: I finally got my damned forcefield in Mousehunt. I couldn’t wait till the last 20k gold came in, so I borrowed it off Jimmy =/ heh. Thanks though. And another 30k to buy cheese and so I could go to the mountains and get all that moolah back. It has been an excruciating wait, yes, it has!

Reading week’s halfway through, and I’m only at Task 3 of my list (There are 6 tasks in all), and I’ve yet to come up with a utilitarian/liberalism/moralism approach to Abortion for Jurisprudence. shiet. That’s so on the agenda for tmr. Wanted to go to Chester for a spot of shopping, but when we checked the train tickets for Chester, it was a mind- boggling 26.95 with a railcard. WTF. No way I’m paying that to go shopping. I might as well go Meadowhall. Oh ya, maybe I should, soon!

Need some retail therapy. and I need a new school bag. I can’t always rely on Sponge Bob, and my bum eq bag is too small to put any A4 sized material in it, argh. Need a bag, so that I can use it for Belgium too. Oh yea, am expecting the cutest little Mickey Mouse MP3 Player, that me and sue got on a whim (: too cute lah. Go ebay it, it’s so attractively cute. haha.

Shall go tumble into bed now, and hug my teddy and go to sleep. Goodnight world!

amazing;

Photography by Lilya Corneli

poo

I was looking forward to listen to the morning express just, and I realize. shit, it’s already saturday in singapore, and there’s no morning express.
Well. ah.

Anyways, two nights of instensive movies (: I like. heh. Scream 2 and 3 with Ivor and TIm, and uh. The eye 2 with jiar li and ivor haha. was good (: but the eye 2’s ending was weirdddd. really weird. we didn’t know what was going on at all. ahaha. in the end we all started laughing coz it was so funny that we all didn’t get it at all, and we went HARH at the same time haha. gee.

PLAH

Minor sounds of explosions happening all around, with fireworks going away here and there, and everywhere. Bonfire Night tonight, and everyone’s going nuts. OMG why are there people making weird noises downstairs…… 0_0

Anyways, the madness of this week is over. Managed to finished my non- assessed work, though I think I might not have done that good a job on it coz by the time I was done with it I was so sick of it and I didn’t want to do anymore property, and so I didn’t take another look at it after getting it printed out. And yea. readings all done.
EU sem went rather well, I must say. A surprise there, actually. Hah. And Juris B seminar. omg. this has got to be the first time I haven’t prepared a single thing for a seminar. I didn’t do any readings, I didn’t prep the questions. Oh wells, but I was so tired, and feeling so shitty, and reading juris was gonna just kill my insides. so ya.
Ah wells. HMM

Yes. (: I realize I rant a lot about school.

Anyways, yes. I think I shall sleep soon. early lectures tmr.

And Class 95 keeps me sane, through the long hours of studying. And I feel a secret twinge of pride whenever I hear the national anthem. haha. gee.

And kudos to Obama for winning too

And UH, what else do I wanna add. OH. I wish the people shouting downstairs would have rotten mouths and infected vocal cords. (: How sweet I am, aye?

Okay, bye (:

-dies-

No matter how much I study, I can’t ever seem to catch up.

I’ve got 2 more seminars to prep for, one essay to do, and I’m not even done with EU yet.

I can’t wait for this week to be over.